I Am Just A Man

only a man, i am. i sit on top of clouds, above other men, i see things in different ways than other men, i cannot grasp concepts which are lacking of meaning unlike other men, other men take their life and step away from any change, any uncontrolable actions, any risks, any waking up with an awareness that wasn't ready before. unlike other men, i have found myself amoungst these men, and with knowing i am just a man, i live my life on the outside of the line, i appreciate what has came into my life, what i have made for myself, where i have ended up with my life. my life is much more than just being a man, trapped with other men, measuring life in small doses and never seeing what isnt there as the actual sight we always see. my life is full of life, full of adventure, full of change, full of hope, full of wanting, needing, desire, full of the sun, full of the rain, full of the terrible storms that are always followed by great skies and wonderful songs. see with my life i have a two things that make my life not just a life of a man. i praise my wife corrine, i praise my daughter mara. let it be known, for on the 7th day of june, my life had stopped, and began again in the matter of moments. for on that day i died, i let myself leave myself, and for that day i opened my eyes just moments later and saw that i was living a new life, a complete altered life, with great fear i continued on that life, with that life brought me great things, good and bad, and with that life, i have found my life, now my life is complete, and it will continue to grow complete with every day, with every tomorrow leaves every yesterday, and for my life being just a man, amoung other men, i feel myself higher than ever imagined. thank you corrine. thank you mara. thank you mark. thank you everyone who has ended up being the ones that i pushed away the most. for you are the ones that make our life wonderful.
great praise,